In August 2024, after suffering from some worrying symptoms, I learned I had colorectal cancer. Since then, I’ve undergone chemotherapy but my sigmoid is now completely blocked.
The first symptoms I had were trouble and pain going to the toilet. This includes:
- Blood in my stool
- Frequent constipation
- Feeling that my bowels did not empty all the way
- Constant abdominal pain and aches
I also noticed unexplained weight loss and tiredness/fatigue.
It took me a few months to seek medical attention, because of the following reasons:
- Fear of being diagnosed
- Too expensive to see a specialist
- Could not schedule an appointment with doctor
The news that I had cancer made me sad and took me by surprise. Because I have a young son, I feel like I have lost my life.
Based on my doctor’s recommendation, I opted for chemotherapy and painkillers. I’ve had 6 rounds of chemo so far, but my sigmoid is now completely obstructed. While I can still pass motion, it is watery. Chemo has been horrendous; only people who have done it would know. But I feel disappointed in myself, because now treatment is probably not working since the cancer progressed.
My treatment is subsidized.
The most severe side effect I had from chemotherapy was nausea and vomiting. I had to stay in bed and take pain medication and anti-nausea pills. I also struggled with hand and foot syndrome, together with weight changes.
After starting treatment, I just stay home. I mainly eat toast and drink cups of black tea. I have no life and people don't talk to me anymore. TV is my life. I’ve lost everything. I hope I live for the next few years but I don't think so.
Food delivery and TV subscriptions are two things I’ve found helpful thus far.
After my cancer diagnosis, I’m not doing proper work and just helping people out.
While I’ve had some issues with regards to my self-esteem/self-image and professional life, challenges in my social life and relationships with loved ones affected me the most. I just don’t see them anymore.
My greatest fear? My stomach exploding at home and no one finding me for weeks. I’ve gotten my mum to call me and if I don't answer by 12pm, she knows to call the ambulance.
Try not to push people away and see the brighter side of life.
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