It's been less than a year since I was diagnosed with stage 1 breast cancer in October 2023. I am now receiving chemotherapy as part of my doctor’s recommended treatment plan.
I found a hard lump in my right breast, but otherwise didn’t experience any other symptoms. The doctor diagnosed me with stage 1 cancer, and I was told that the 5-year survival rate is 87%.
The diagnosis left me feeling frightened and helpless. I was nervous and worried, and it also made me feel lonely and vulnerable, as if I was powerless to do anything about my disease.
I didn’t change my lifestyle after being diagnosed.
My doctor recommended that I undergo a lumpectomy, as well as receive chemo and radiation therapy. While I trust my doctor’s recommendations, I was still slightly anxious and scared about what the treatments may bring. My chemotherapy is still ongoing.
Managing side effects like fatigue, hair loss, and nausea has been tough, but I rely on prescribed medication to get by.
While I maintained the same lifestyle as before I was diagnosed or treated, cancer has impacted my life greatly. I no longer have sex with my partner and I am unable to spend time with my children or go on trips with them.
I just want to survive and be happy. A holiday in October and buying a dog are some plans I have on the horizon. I also plan on reducing my working hours.
My biggest fear throughout my cancer journey has been the thought of dying and not seeing my children grow up, and how life would go on without me. I've tried meditation to overcome this fear.
Although some time has passed since I was first diagnosed, I still feel the same fear and sadness.
To those on their own cancer journey, I'd say: Try and remain positive. Take baby steps.
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